i remember how i used to be. and i like how i used to be.

but as i got older, i seemed to changed easily. i go with the flow..i seemed to lost what's really inside of me. or perhaps, i am still me, but the old me is being buried deep inside me. i cant seemed to revive myself back.

i don't hold on to the past anymore, but i am someone who always treasure the memories of all the good things which happen in the past. always remembering the 'feelings' because it don't come by to my life often.

to speak honestly, its been sucha long time, since i remember myself "smiling" like i really mean it. maybe in the past, because of a childhood friend who make me open up to talk when i am young, but now we are both grown up and.., though i do talk now, but its hard to find back a true friendship again and how can i felt so different from the past? no idea, perhaps new environment, everything new. i am slowly trying to blend in though at times i am still my old self.

good or bad? i have no idea. i guess many people cant read me, because i am complicated. always trying to let people know the very surface of me.


dont know what am i doing at times
but, for things dont matter, which dont deserve my time..
i guess its time to let go and just go ahead and be myself..
dont turn back..just keep moving, keep moving, until i am able to see a light soon..

i remember how i used to be. and i like how i used to be.

but as i got older, i seemed to changed easily. i go with the flow..i seemed to lost what's really inside of me. or perhaps, i am still me, but the old me is being buried deep inside me. i cant seemed to revive myself back.

i don't hold on to the past anymore, but i am someone who always treasure the memories of all the good things which happen in the past. always remembering the 'feelings' because it don't come by to my life often.

to speak honestly, its been sucha long time, since i remember myself "smiling" like i really mean it. maybe in the past, because of a childhood friend who make me open up to talk when i am young, but now we are both grown up and.., though i do talk now, but its hard to find back a true friendship again and how can i felt so different from the past? no idea, perhaps new environment, everything new. i am slowly trying to blend in though at times i am still my old self.

good or bad? i have no idea. i guess many people cant read me, because i am complicated. always trying to let people know the very surface of me.


dont know what am i doing at times
but, for things dont matter, which dont deserve my time..
i guess its time to let go and just go ahead and be myself..
dont turn back..just keep moving, keep moving, until i am able to see a light soon..